I am so determined this year to make Christmas special. I truly want it to be about Jesus Christ. I want my shopping to be done early and to spend the whole month of December going things I think jesus christ would do. I want the time to serve others rather than stressing over shopping and other things. I want to take time to show gratitude to my kids’ teachers, to our bishop’s family, to our wonderful friends, and to my family. I want my kids to learn about what’s important and I don’t want to feel emptiness after like I do every year.